ahhh i was searching for something in my room and i uncovered my ee cummings anthology of all his erotic poems and i hadn’t read through it in ages so i flicked it open to a random page and OH NO IT WAS THIS POEM
sometimes i am alive because with
me her alert treelike body sleeps
which i will feel slowly sharpening
becoming distinct with love slowly,
who in my shoulder sinks sweetly teeth
until we shall attain the Springsmelling
intense large togethercoloured instant
and listen ee cummings slays me with cas and dean/cas feelings on any regular day but no THIS POEM and the springsmelling intense large togethercoloured instant that Dean and Cas would share the first time they slept together and every time after, because fall may be followed by winter but even its cold chaos crescendos into spring, in all its fresh colours and green bursts, and Cas will meet Dean’s green eyes as sweat pools around both their brows and even without asking both will answer the press of the other’s fingertips with the pleading growl of a name ;u;
Anonymous asked: Hello (: Okay, this will sound so awkward, but the hell with it... I was wondering whether you'd like to read a very short Destiel "one-shot" I wrote.. It most likely sucks and I might have messed up the characters big-time , but I have practically no one to show it to and people encourage me to be a bit bolder and braver, so I decided to try my luck with you...
omg of course i would be delighted and honoured if you wanted to share your writing with me!! if you don’t want to have it broken up by the ask character limit you could also submit it to me or you can email it to me too if you feel more comfortable doing that (firstname.lastname@example.org) !!
so the the city sent out a warning today to stay away from the tap water which is all well and good for health but i’ve also discovered it means it’s almost impossible to get coffee anywhere because all the coffee shops use the same running water i do and so it’s 2pm and i still haven’t had coffee !!
of course i am consolled by the thought that Cas would be as similarly furious as me (it’d be Dean’s turn to lean over a cafe counter and explain desperately: “you don’t understand, I need coffee.”)
after coming home from the new star trek i went on a retrospective rewatch of all my old favourite enterprise episodes (and i knew i remembered peter weller from somewhere!! he’s in the last two eps ever—shhh we don’t talk about the real last one), and oh boy watching the episode where t’pol takes trip home to vulcan was a big mistake because
“How long have you been attracted to her?”
“I knew we had chemistry the first time we got into an argument. I never had fun… arguing with anyone before”
Dean and Cas would argue incessantly over Star Trek itself I’m sure and it would be the most delightful thing Dean has ever experienced don’t look at me!!!
Misha talked about Castiel’s clothes. The question was what would Cas wear now that he’s fallen. He said something about Cas being naked under the trenchcoat, being less reserved and flashing people and Dean. Misha played out people’s reaction “Cover that! That’s huge!!” hahah! He also joked about Cas wearing Dean’s clothes and Dean being like “Dude! Are you wearing my shirt?!
asked: #Cas simply strides into the kitchen naked KINDLY FUCK OFF WITH THOSE IMAGES THANKS OH MAN NOOOOOOO (now I'm imagining the first time Cas does that and Dean looking up from his breakfast and his eyes widening and as Cas bends over to open the fridge Dean inhales sharply and his gaze gets heated as it travels up those sculpted legs to that delectable behind and by the time Cas has closed the fridge door Dean's eyes are burning holes across the room) *WHINES*
Sam walks in, only to glance at Cas and then Dean, too unfortunately used to atrocities like this by now that all he can say is “Nope.” before he promptly walks out again.
He eyes the kitchen table warily for a week.