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Anonymous said: Oh god but last night's episode. OH GOD WHYYYY. When Cas tried to heal Dean after beating him up. Just the way Dean moves away at first and Cas sort of hesitates before he heals him. Because of the way Dean looked at him, like he thought Cas was going to hurt him again. And then Cas's hand lingered for a little longer than it maybe should've on Dean's face. HE CUPPED HIS FACEJkjshfdgfkadjhfkhjgah I CANNOT.

UGH DON’T EVEN LOOK AT ME I STAYED UP TO 4AM LAST NIGHT PRETTY MUCH WEEPING ABOUT THIS

i’d been looking forward to this climax ever since 8.10 and wow IT WAS EVERYTHING PERFECT AND PAINFUL AS I HOPED IT WOULD BE

the thing with hands between Dean and Cas will always get me because “the moment he touched you in hell he was lost,” because they touch each other, because Dean grabbed Cas’ shoulder in comfort even after he had attacked, because Dean held on and asked Cas to do the same

and this time

Cas did

  1. deimosluna said: can we also talk about how cas looked so hurt, that dean was afraid of him because he would never harm dean. god, he’d kill himself before he’d hurt deal omg goodbye world
  2. sillyoldwolf said: the part where he went to touch cas’s shoulder and ask if he was okay AFTER! CAS! ATTACKED! HIM! was actually the worst part in the history of ever because he just wanted to comfort his cas, consequences be damned ;_____;
  3. pastrymisha said: stop this right now!!!!
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